I've been tweeting about it; how much I'm not into the whole Christmas thing this year. I just wish it could go away or that I can press skip in a remote and proceed to the next episode. I wanted so badly for that. Or I could sleep in through the whole holiday season and wake up when all the spirit of Christmas is gone. I wanted to extradite myself somewhere so I won't screw up someone else's Christmas. I'm not always like this, I used to get excited about Christmas. I guess not this year. But for the sake of my daughter, I'll try to pull this one off. Although just the thought of it makes me want to puke.

Kiara:I love Christmas mom. Everybody seems to be nice, the lights are "ahmazing", the city's all lit up.
Janiz: Yeah yeah. They're consuming too much electricity.
Kiara: *dagger stare* Mom! That's not the point.
Janiz: I know, sorry baby. I don't want to ruin your Christmas.
Kiara: So we'll do "Simbang Gabi" again this year?
Janiz: Yeah, that's the only thing I wanted to do this Christmas.
Kiara: Oh mom, why so down?
Janiz: I don't know. Christmas is not my thing this year.
Kiara:It's ok, at least you're still looking forward to the dawn masses. I guess that's what's important you know, not the gifts, not the lights.
Janiz: Did I tell you how brainiac and brilliant you are?
Kiara: Yeah, more than a million times.







